I miss you so bad it hurts. I'm so sorry this happened to us. I wanted something good, after all, and this is a blatant violation of that-- what we had was good, it wasn't great-- I don't know why I just didn't settle for good. Oh I'm such a fucking idiot-- but there's no going back now. The truth is out in the open, and I can only hope that we're ever happy again. Will I fantasize about you later? Will I be happily married and cringe for your touch? What have I done! I might not live to regret my mistake...
I made a good decision. I wish I made a bad one! But I don't want you here. I can't describe how I want you. I want this to never have happened! I don't really want you next to me. I don't really want to hang out with you. I want this to be two years ago. I want to slap you, and shout at you, and tell you NOT TO FUCK THIS UP. FUCK YOU GOD DAMMIT I LOVED YOU SO MUCH.
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